26th may 2008

hmm...
今天下了场大雨....
下雨时...
心情不懂为什么有一点不好.....
但雨停了...
心情也慢慢好了。。。。

其实我还蛮喜欢雨天....
大雨后的环境凉凉的。。。
很舒服。。。

25th may 2008

hmmm..
waked up at 10.30 today...
still feel sleepy after that...
then just eat n play n walk around...

5pm...
asked bro to bring me out to drive...
hmmm...
1st time drive since i get my license...
really feel damn nervous...
on the road...
mati enjin few time d...
damn...
maybe still not used to the car yet...
then i found out that my leg suddenly shaking when drving...
damn...
luckily a while more nothing d...

hmmm....
looking for 2nd time of drving...
lol

hmmm

hmm...
too much thing to write...
until dunno what to write...
hmm....
tuesday..
started new semester...
new lecturer...
new subject...
but not new classmate...
1st sem de G1 now divided into 2 group d...
T1 and T2...
me in T2...
the average group...
all the smart 1 in T1..
lol...

hmmm....
i wanna drive...
i want to drive...
please let me drive...

hmmm...
be the recommender of 2 friend in APIIT d..
haha..
got RM250 in my pocket d..
lol...

hmm..
still the same thing...
wish to find my love....
lol....

hmm....
y so many hmm in this post??

hmmm...
myself also dunno...
just keep on hmm....

hmmm....
1 last hmmm...

hmmmm...
i currently searching a composer...
someone that can compose lyric...
lol...
y??
because malaysian studies lecturer need ys to compose a song bout unity..
lol...
also dunno y he need us to compose song...
lol....

hmmm...
no more hmmm la...
dun wan hmmm d...
lol....

lastly

HMMMMMM......
hahaha

-hmmm ultraman-

愛與希望

愛與希望

My Music - 爱与希望

大地被搖晃著 天空突然黑了


我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了 淚堆積成了河


但明天是好的 我們要堅定著


愛 讓我們不放棄活著 還要繼續和大自然拔河


當愛與希望 投射炙熱的太陽


昨日淚光 會隨時間都蒸發


別輕易放棄 明天要需更多希望


裝滿了勇氣 就更有力量


當愛與希望 倒映暖暖的月亮


再回頭望 又是筑好的家鄉


我知道未來還有好多路要闖


我打開了窗 看見了晴朗

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hmm...
this song introduce by suit yee..
really nice
n i very 感动...
is a song that 林俊杰 specially wrote to 賑災....
hmmm...
hopefully all the victim at 四川 can be safe....
cheep up....

"但明天是好的 我們要堅定著"

be strong...
we all will keep praying..

random

nth much to write this few day...
last Thursday finished exam, after that follow CH and KS go times square..
at 1st will watch ironman with both of them together..
but then i got some personal "dating"..
then i walk around times square for a while..
borders under restock..
so come back leisure mall's popular...
bought 2 book to read...

then friday..
relax all the whole day...
today...
same....

lame.....

but yesterday found a teacher's blog...
nice blog...
hmmmm.....

i think tat's all???

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suddenly added post XD

yesterday had a weird dream..
the dream apeear many different character...
most of them is my friend's in college...
i forgotten what they tell me already..
i just remember we sit down in a place and chatting...
hmmm....
why ome of them will appear in my dream??
weird...

>chun fai<

怪

此刻的心情很怪...
心里好像有什么东西...
又不知道是什么...
好不舒服....

真的放下了吗??
如果放下了为什么还会有感受??
算了吧...
全部都即将要去远方了...
应该可以慢慢冲淡在冲淡吧...

new timetable

next week going to start new sem...
just now checked the timetable...
1st word in my mind is SHIT....
y?
1 week 4 days of study...
everyday also 8.30 class....
means everyday i also need to wake up at 6.....
shit....
soon will die because lack of sleep=.="

n the timetable was blur...
i dunno how to read it...
got some time duplicate d....
lol..

going to ask the admin office bout it....

today n yesterday...
exam day..
at BBJ....
tot the exam hall shud b in a big n nice building...
but yesterday really disappointed...
the exam hall at shop house...
weird right???
the hall not too nice...
but quite big...
lol....
no idea wat m i writing because feeling sleepy now...
zzzZZZ

addicted?? half of it..=.="

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9th May 2008

wake up at 8am++
12pm++ go leisure mall d...
after give something to someone then walk walk around leisure mall...
suddenly feel lame n a bit not happy...dunno y....
keep on walk walk walk around...
repeating going in the same place....
dun feel like wanna go home.....
at 2pm+++
go home d...

hmmm....
y got this kind of weird feel....
not so happy de feel....
because of yesterday night that incident?

hmm

got such a weird feeling in my heart after chat with someone. Again...feeling jealous because they can celebrate b'day with her. dunno y...just feel weird...
hmm...
she looks good now....
should not think d....

finally

finally..
quited TA...
reason??
personal problem...
what problem?
tired + stress....
i really wish to learn more...
but i really have no time to rest after duty...
tired...
now also better...
can more concentrate....

hmmm....

down..

feeling down...
feeling worry bout my math...
wanna know the marks...
but couldn't know it...
stress
fan
hate it....

tired = sick

today not really feeling well...
maybe the weather too hot d...
headache....
tml math test + OSE presentation...
should be studying + preparing now....
but really feeling not well...
cham...
worry that tml cant wake up early in the morning...

-ultra sick-

worry

hmmmm...
a bit worry bout someone...
last few c someone said that stomach cramp...
then just now saw that someone kidney pain...
someone looks like health really got a big problem...
wanted to know the problem but someone dun wish to tell...
nvm...
just wish that someone will be healthy n can far far away from all health problem la...

p/s: 100% sure that someone would not come and visit here... just a little wish for someone to healthly...

-ultra wish-

nice story...

received this mail just now...
some nice story...

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【和尚与屠夫】
从前有一个和尚跟一个屠夫是好朋友。和尚天天早上要起来念经，而屠夫天天要起来杀猪。 为了不耽误他们早上的工作，是他们约定早上互相叫对方起床。
多年以后，和尚与屠夫相继去世了。屠夫去上天堂了，而和尚却下地狱了。
Why?
因为屠夫天天作善事，叫和尚起来念经，相反地，和尚天天叫屠夫起来杀生……
小哲理：你做的东西是不是都是你认为对的，却不一定是对的。


你开着一辆车。
在一个暴风雨的晚上。
你经过一个车站。
有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。 
一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。
一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。
还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。
但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？
我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。
老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。
你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，这是个好机会报答他。
还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让
你这么心动的人了。

在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：
给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!
每个人我认识的人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人（包括我在内）一开始都没想到。

小哲理：
是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势（车钥匙）? 有时，如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执，狭隘，和一些优势的话，我们可能会得到更多。

【皮鞋的来历】
很久很久以前，人类都还赤着双脚走路。
有一位国王到某个偏远的乡间旅行，因为路面崎岖不平，有很多碎石头，刺得他的脚又痛又麻。
回到王宫后，他下了一道命令，要将国内的所有道路都铺上一层牛皮。
他认为这样做，不只是为自己，还可造福他的人民，让大家走路时不再受刺痛之苦。
但即使杀尽国内所有的牛，也筹措不到足够的皮革，而所花费的金钱、动用的人力，更不知凡几。虽然根本做不到，甚至还相当愚蠢，但因为是国王的命令，大家也只能摇头叹息。
一位聪明的仆人大胆向国王提出建言：「国王啊！为什么您要劳师动众，牺牲那么多头牛，花费那么多金钱呢？您何不只用两小片牛皮包住您的脚呢？」国王听了很惊讶，但也当下领悟，于是立刻收回成命，改采这个建议。据说，这就是「皮鞋」的由来。

小哲理：想改变世界，很难；要改变自己，则较为容易。
与其改变全世界，不如先改变自己--「将自己的双脚包起来」。
改变自己的某些观念和作法，以抵御外来的侵袭。
当自己改变后，眼中的世界自然也就跟着改变了。
如果你希望看到世界改变，那么第一个必须改变的就是自己。

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all of the story the part the i like the most is...
给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!
haha...
really not much ppl will think of it..haha

nice...
if got chance i sure will do it also..
XD

resign??

thinking of resigning TA...
it's not a easy job...
it's a job that will make u crazy...

u will feel damn tired because it...
damn stress...
when stress + tired = crazy...
thinking of resign it...
dun wish to tired d..

should i?

MAY

the month of may...
a month of birthday...
many people birthday this month...

hmmm....
if need to give birthday present to everyone...
i sure broke d...
lol....

hmmm...
friends...
i will try to gather all yr home address...
send a birthday card to u de la...

now economic not good...
no money buy so much present ar...
XD

爱情

爱情..
是什么滋味的呢??
甜的??
苦的??
最近身边的朋友都很受到爱神的眷顾...
个个成双成对了...
时常在想...
何时才轮到我呢??
难道爱神没看到我吗??

等待..
我现在可以做的只是等待....
但我等到厌了...
等到腻了...

但我能做什么呢...
就只有等啊...
等了一天又一天...
还要等多久呢???

...

...
suddenly feel lonely in my heart...
...
dunno why...
got that feel after the gathering...
maybe recently saw too much couple beside me already??

what am i thinking??
really forget already?
or still got a bit inside my memory??

5月1日

5月1日了....
感觉上...
一天比一天无聊...
每天都做着同样的东西...

空闲的时间也少了...
少了时间给我思考了....
少了时间去想念...
渐渐的....
变成忘记了....
感觉也消失了....
没有时间去想了...

而且最近都非常累....
很想睡个好觉哦....

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当一个人单身的时候会渴望身边有个伴...
可以依靠...
但...
一旦找到了那个伴又会想单身...
想要回单身的自由....

朋友...
无论你单身或已经找到了你的伴侣...
在这里都祝你们幸福哦.....

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--->ultraman's crap post<---

jealous

jealous.....
jealous of what???
hmmmm....
everyone around me keep on showing their happiness to me...
make me feel damn jealous...

hmmmm..
when is my turn to become happiness...
the people that i wait when will be appear....