afraid..again? lol

hmmmm...
again..
feeling of afraid...
afraid that can do well in TA trainees job....
everyday duty there is too much thing to learn d...
n stress start to release to us...
the form...
dunno how only can fill all...
stress...

then next is exam...
PDSM...
still okok..
OSE...
big worry...
math...
also a bit worry....
stress also....

then next week debate + presentation
although presentation no need i go out n speak..
but worry also...
then debate...
afraid that will stuck when i start to speak...
really fan...
stresssss.....

everyday everything also stress....
stress till hell....
now waiting to drive car...
also stress.... really stress....

-ultraman stressssssssss-

moral

hmmm...
saw 2 different personality of human today...
in the morning...
inside rapid bus..
on the way to TPM...
got a mother bringing a child up the bus..n there is no more seat...
then got a girl give her sit to the child....

then in the night,
also rapid bus
going up bus to go home...
a father hugging a small children n wanna go up bus...
a secondary school student keep on pushing the father n not letting the father go up...
when i saw...
i just feel like what the....
did his teacher teach him moral???
will be die if go up the bus late for few second??

staring to feel bored about malaysia's traffic....
keep on jam....
hate it

耐性

最近对很多事情都失去了耐性...
以前等巴士...
等一个小时也无所谓...
现在...
等了20分钟就已经一直在巴士站徘徊...

以前...
马路上塞车...
会觉得没什么,...
现在...,
有一点塞就觉得不爽了....

究竟什么改变了我??
为什么会渐渐失去了耐性??
是平時等待等太多了嗎???

TA

hmmm...
2nd day duty for TA....
can say tired + busy....
1st session...
duty at printing counter...
at 1st thought that will be a easy and free job...
but i just duty on the wrong time.....
today assignment due..
not my intake la...
many ppl come n print....
some just now busy counting money...
clicking print...
answering question..=.="

then 2nd session..better...
rounding....
lead by a nice senior...
teach us many thing....
time pass very fast when following him for duty....

hmmm...
total duty 5 and half hour ady...
still got 74 and half hour more...
haiz...dying soon d...
dunno can tahan for 2 months or not...

无言

刚才突然间很想更新这个部落格....
但是一登陆经来了就没心情了....

hmmm...
2008年。。。。
是个好年还是坏年呢？？？
在爱情方面。。。
这几个月里。。。
身边的朋友有些从单身变成一对。。。。
也有些从一对恢复单身。。。
爱情。。。
到底是什么？？？
真的很想去探讨它。。。。。

hmmm

hmmm....
1st of all...
sorry to eujene...
your birthday present need to delay until next saturday...

next....
at 1st i should be the one to conform someone..
to give someone advice...
but now her turn to comfort me back...
hmmm...
really thanks to her...
thanks...
it's not good to mention her name here....
but....
if YOU can't sleep at night...
need find someone to talk...
remember find me o...

hmmm...
lastly...
sorry to all those that i make u angry,unhappy, or make u not comfortable...
at here say a SORRY again...

hmmm...
maybe what orange said is correct...
i am not ultraman...
just a failed ultraman...
hmmm...
ultraman really cant save the world d..

外劳

你们有发现吗??
现在每天到外面...
一走出家里...到巴士站...到商场....到餐厅...
或者在巴士上...火车上...
都会见到外劳.....
不是说对他们有什么偏见...
只是...为什么不能像几年前那样...
马来西亚就马来西亚....
工作的应该是本地人。。。
不是由外劳来做。。。

其实我都不知道我在想什么。。
明明不会对我影响很大。。。
可能每天等巴士等傻了吧。。。
所以才会有感而发。。

1st day duty

hmm...
today 1st time duty 4 TA trainee...
TA stands for what?
T-Technical
A-Assistance

hmm...
1st hour just rounding..
walking around...
check the computer...
then 2nd hour being asked to help burn dvd...
hmmm....
feel sorry...
do it very slow...

but i promise...
will do it better next duty...

thx thx...

hmmm..
yesterday need to do something and check the motherboard...
then accidentally pulled some line inside motherboard on after that cannot open the pc d..
after that..keep check n check the comp...
but still cant open..

then just now afternoon bro comp back fix him comp...
and fixed the pc also...

but before that...
i ady ask ms evelyn borrow me a power supply...
really thx to her..if not yesterday night i sure cant sleep...
just now 5pm++ took the power supply from her d..


hmmm....
although i din use it....
but... really THANKS to her, thx thx and thx x 10000 times....

hmmm...
need time i will belanja u yum cha de la...
haha...
remember find me...
thx again..

无聊

最近每天上网..
但仿佛好像在浪费时间...
同样的网页去了又去...
真的好无聊...
感觉上好像在浪费光阴...

今天又再被数学打击了信心....
感到好无奈..

最近感到很寂寞..
尤其到了晚上...
每天一入夜就感到分外寂寞...
也许...
.....................

idea..pop up...LOL

突然间想到要写什么了

最近认识了一个新朋友...
小落..
可能是缘分吧...
他在某某人发送的电邮里找到了我的msn..
然后就add我了。。。

其实之前都有读过他的部落格。。。
觉得他很有才华哦。。。
很多文章都是他自创的。。。
但是。。。
认识他过后发现他可爱+有才华。。=.="
虽然他很多的文章都好像很伤心的...
但是跟他交谈我发现到他很开朗。。
哈哈。。。

小落。。。
很高兴认识到你。。。
哈哈。。。

sien....

bored..zzZZZ...
wanna post something...but dunno what to post...
zzZZZ...

everyday doing same thing...
go college..come back..sleep...
everyday same..sien..
start got a bit sien d...

cna i do something different??
really sien..=.="

not in right mood

dunno y..suddenly feel so down...
feel like want to cry...
not feeling good now...
dunno wat happen....
wish to cry now..=.=".......

afraid

hmm...
today math learn new topic...
that's the topic that i nvr learn b4..coz it is add math sub...
n the lecturer....the way he teach us..like everyone ady learn that topic...
hmm...
he started to make me feel afraid of math d...

then just now waiting bus at lrt station...
saw more n more foreigners around there...
also started to feel afraid...
afraid that malaysia will b occupied by foreigners in the future...
start to loss confidence d...
hmmm....
shud b not feeling angry when waiting for rapid bus...
but today...
almost wanna break down d....
hmmm.....

there is a lot of afraid in my heart now...
i really afraid i cant overcome them...

forward: environment

this post i totally 100% took from ms Carmen's blog....
hmmm....
hope u all realize after read it..

____________________________________________________________________

Hokey, probably you all don't even care to come to my blog or even reading this post. but is worth a try?

I say thank you to you if you decide to read =]
I felt sorry if you doesn't read and doesn't care about our environment
Why?
Environment = Future
No environment? No Future


Have you all actually care about the environment?

If you said no, well you better read. ;) LOL

If yes, what have you actually did?
Yeah, nothing =/

We didn't ACTUALLY protect our earth.

When you saw advertisements of WWF in the TV, you'll be just like : EWWW~ -click the remote to change to another channel and watch some kind of MV-
Maybe not all of you, but some of you. Sure did that before ;)

When some kind of MOVIE STAR or SUPERB SINGER came to have some concert or signature campaign or something like that, you people will just FLY AND ROB (hokey maybe not rob =X) just to get their ticket while they sell it like...RM100+? or some even RM400 O.O


Okey maybe not orchestra =X


And when there's something about environment or saving some orphan and is completely cheap as in RM5 per entry to see performance, you all (once again, not you all =] ) will be like : owh. really ah? um, see free or not first lar.

SEE!!!!
That's most of you all punya reaction =/

What if call you donate RM3?
DON CARE LAR =="

What if call you go squeeze through the crowd just to get a stupid autograph?
WEI~ WHEN YOU GO~ TAKE ME ALSO LAR! I LOVE ___ SO MUCH~~
=="!!

Don't say donation because maybe some of you all have some financial problem.
What about actions?
If you regret you didn't do anything, I'll give you some tips ;)!

I don't really understand the celebration of "Qing Ming" also.
People using money to buy "fake money" and burn those "fake money".
LOL!

People burn those stuff to pray their ancestors (No it isn't any recycle paper) , i mean...no offend to those who burn because my family burns too. but isn't it wrong?
Can't they like..just pray?
Or like...do something else besides using paper?
AT LEAST use recycle paper =/




People just BURN those new papers =/
It cuts tree, polluted the air, and polluted my eye from those smoke =X!


Even India.
They burn WITHOUT ANYONE BUSINESS! WOO HOO!?
They kill turtles too O.O!!!

HUNDREDS OF THEM EVERYDAY
Those big one small one

Malaysia,
Turtle is an animal that most country can't have it due to its habitat.

And we just eat those turtle egg with like RM1.50 for 5?

Or disturbing those mama turtle to lay their egg in peace.
I NEVER UNDERSTAND YOU HUMANS! even thou I'm a human.
If you want to see it, fine. Get some kind of Turtle Sanctuary and they'll bring you. IN A PEACEFUL WAY

Orang Utan,
Hey!

You barely seen it anymore O.O!
except for city utan xD
You'll see those monkeys everywhere spoiling the public phone and sorts.
Sabah now BARELY even CARE for the orang utan x(!
Have you ever thought of those generations later on seeing those books thinking : What the hell is a orang utan?

If most of you have been in ocean snorkeling or even nicer diving,

you seen those beautiful corals and like suddenly : OH LOOK! WHAT'S THAT? A PLASTIC BAG! Nah don't care~
Next thing you saw : OH LOOK! A PLASTIC BOTTLE! HA-HA~ The crab is stuck inside and is going to be starve till death~
And you come up from the water saying that : OoOoo~~ Let's come again next year! Maybe that time it will be nicer :D -and throws your just-finish water bottle down to the ocean-

You think you still have a second chance next year?



Cutting forest ain't a good thing too. In fact, IS A VERY BAD THING.

If you ever get a chance to go to those ARTISTIC gallery, try to see some of those ARTISTIC wood cutting.
Oh ya =] They did a VERY GOOD JOB. On cutting those few hundreds or even thousand year old tree just to use a little tiny bit part and do their ARTISTIC work of ART.
Yeah it breaks my heart :S
I mean if you cut those forest, at least plan a good plan and cut it time by time while PLANTING some trees back up.
I won't mind if you do that x)
But most of those freaking factories didn't do it.

Hokey,
I'm gonna end this BORING post (if you think it is)

Don't even think of leaving comments like
" i got do wei! "
No i doesn't need to know you did it or not.
Or even
" Awwwh~ don't angry lar "
I'm not angry, I'm just caring ;)

If you like to think that I'm " OMG~ SEE THAT GIRL! YA LAR SHE LAR! SHE AH! AT HER BLOG AH! TALK ABOUT ENVIRONMENT WEI! FAKE DAO LAR~ SIEN DAO SI! SIAO 1 LAR SHE "
I ain't siao =]
If you think this is freaking idiotic and stupid, kill yourself. =]
You doesn't deserve to stay at this earth.
And don't tell me you didn't polluted the earth before.
Everyone did, maybe without notice. even me.
So save it before is too late. ;)

Do this to your blog too and show the others if you care. x)

____________________________________________________________________

all the words between _____ line is copied from ms Carmen's blog...
thx her for letting me copy her post....

so friend....
what u think?
should we start to save our environment now???

-ultraman-

crazy big rain

the post actually shud b post 2 days ago...
hmmm...
wat happened 2 days ago??
a big big rain fall down during my class finish...
the rain really heavy till.......
the LRT dun wan move bcoz rain too heavily...stop there for half hour..
then u rapid wait it wait for 1 hour...
total time when go home equal 2 hours...
really bad...
traffic damn damn jam...
rain heavily..
cold...
lol...

once again dunno what m i writing d...